ape $hit...

Of course, now I'm sleepy as fuck. Now that its almost daylight, and people inhabit the world again. Now I want to go to sleep. But I have to be up and functional in about two hours. Fuck this sado need for that which I can't have. I'm as tired of that as everything else. Plus this sunrise has no warmth in it. I don't trust it. They're fooling me again...