Devious (Ode to Rakim)

 

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(from 7/16/11)
i'm thirty now; but that doesn't weigh on me quite the way i thought it would. less writing, more doing has become the new theme of my life. i no longer find myself with the time or inclination to reflect. or plan for that matter. i've gone with it. i'm hurling through infinite space on a giant rock at thousands of mile per hour, with nothing but my own ignorance to hold me in my shoes. and now i can feel it. the uncertainty. the fear. the exhilaration. its the ride of a lifetime. time has begun to move faster though. of that i am certain. and i am still haunted by jeff telling me how quickly it all goes by. its all relative, and i've known sleep was the cousin of death for sometime. i do not fear it, but i still don't take naps either. i dreamed long enough. making those dreams manifest is far more entertaining. i want to remember now. now i feel like the sun itself. now i nourish and strengthen, destroy and create. but now is also a butterfly on the fingertips. it is there only a moment, and is easily unnoticed.

"Smoke in my Eye" 11x17

 

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"11ven" teaser

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Join S. Habib and Elespee as they lift off on the mind-bending journey that is "11ven". The new project from Guerilla Publishing Company, Slavemarket Radiyo and Bartleby Records.

The album features guest appearances by Lyrikill, Suave, Calygula, D.O.N. and Juskwam. Production work is handled by GPC's Prospek and Dubla with contributions by starklove and legendary DJ E.F. Cuttin.

In Numerology, there are such things as Master Numbers that are noted, and these are the numbers 11 and 22. Essentially, the number 11 is a 2, but it is considered a higher vibration of the number 2.The 11 is also known as the psychics number, it's the most intuitive of all numbers and it represents illumination and deep insight. The 11 is also very sensitive, charismatic and inspirational.

The date of 11-11-11 is one of the most powerful shifts in human awareness that we will experience in our lifetime. It is a rare opportunity to release lifetimes of karmic scripting and ancestral entrapment. Entrapment in the sense of the conscious and unconscious habit patterns which have us wondering why we can’t seem to actualize the life we really want to have, and know is possible. 11-11-11 is the cosmic birth date of humanities prayer for liberation from the rote, mundane, and monotonous.

The idealist, in speaking of events, sees them as spirits. He does not deny the sensuous fact: by no means; but he will not see that alone. He does not deny the presence of this table, this chair, and the walls of this room, but he looks at these things as the reverse side of the tapestry, as the other end, each being a sequel or completion of a spiritual fact which nearly concerns him. This manner of looking at things, transfers every object in nature from an independent and anomalous position without there, into the consciousness. Even the materialist Condillac, perhaps the most logical expounder of materialism, was constrained to say, "Though we should soar into the heavens, though we should sink into the abyss, we never go out of ourselves; it is always our own thought that we perceive." What more could an idealist say?

“Ek Ong Kar Sat Gur Prasad, Sat Gur Prasad Ek Ong Kar”
There is one Creator of all Creation. All is a blessing of the One Creator. This realization comes through Guru's Grace.

released 11 November 2011