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It seems the life of a gentleman philosopher is by necessity to be filled with unfulfilled desires and unrequited love. Perhaps by definition. If he was happy would he Even bother to ask himself the big questions? If he were satisfied why would he continue to push his boundaries. I would think not, but then I might cease to exist. For if the possibility of happiness does not, given its scarcity in reality, why try at all? This inherent human desire for connectivity is maddening at best; its many levels of manifestation a labyrinth of overlapping and supporting structures, which even now have him writing to a theoretical audience w/ a clarity he can't realize face to face. And even this artificial connection is comforting, so deep is the need. But we must not lose sight that it is artificial. web page to text msg. Theoretical. So Yeah, Smash your 2nd phone. Or if you've become so isolated, use it to signal for help.